Its been awhile since i had a new entry.  I've decided that this blog page will only be about my own personal rantings and whinings since alot of people especially relatives and friends are discovering multiply.  This page on blogdrive will serve as my journal.  The fact that this page is existing for more than 4 years and no one ever visited except my very close friends never ceased to amaze me.

      All my reviews will be blogged at multiply and all my random thoughts will be diverted here.  So anyone wanna pick inside my head??

      I am now crossing my fingers.  Im counting the days 'til im out of job.  I think its not gonna end right away but i think my boss will be surprised if i will say that "i wil quit my job."

      The reason i will provide may not suffice, but i will have to because its a manner of principle or pride.  I dont know, but i guess its a little bit of both.  I have to hear first all his reasons for transferring to that place.

      Now i got two problems. One, I have to find a new job.  since i am having that trip to manila this december, i will have to find a new job so i could pay my expenses.  Two, I need to find another layout artist/editor to fill my shoes. 

      It will all depend upon the forth coming meeting.  We'll know the decision after a few weeks or maybe less.

      Due to the loss of internet connection and my lack of interest in using the computer for these past few weeks, i have compiled everything to a single entry:

081408
         I lost our freakin' office keys.  I forgot it at the bathroom while i was washing the dishes.  I went to the cubicle to take a leak and them forgot to keep the keys in my pocket.  I placed it instead on the toilet seat, not the actual seat.  When my officemate texted me to ask its whereabouts, i completely lost it.  I was texting my friend franticly (i was actually not looking on the key pads). And for the record, I ran a hill, literally, wearing my 4.5" doll shoes just to get there as quickly as i can.  I was almost about to cry, i dont kow whether from my aching feet or due to the stress.  Its one of those times when i cant get hold of the situatuion and felt helpless.  The best solution was to buy another set of locks, good thing i had money that time, i went to the mall in the speed of light, even superman cant beat that, just so i could buy the locks.  I was prepared to buy the locks worth P1700 just so i can make sure that my boss wont cut my head off buying a cheap lock.  Almost at the counter when my officemate called and told me that they had found the keys.  The janitor at that bathroom took the keys and didnt left it at the reception.  Since then i never had my hands on those keys.  As much as possible, i ignore them.

         The brighter side to this story...

         Meanwhile my friend was searching through every nook and dusty corners of a bookstore enough for the security guards to be alarmed.  For the last resort, we asked the sales lady if "Sieze the night" is still available in the store.  There were two books available, and theres only one book left.  The three of us looked for the book in different places.  I dont know, maybe its to console me or by God's grace.. i saw the book after 15 minutes.  It was staring at my friends face the whole time she was looking through Anne Rice.  I ruined and save the day just hours apart from each other.

081508
         The socket where i placed my lampshade caught on fire in the middle of the night.

082208
         Okada Junichi
               He's not that tall, but i would really love to bite that nose.

         Shun Oguri
               Shouldnt be caught with his pants down.  Its not a pretty sight.

         Sakurai Sho
               Downside, he raps... but i think he is better in acting though i dont deny the quality of his voice.  Its just i dont like him rapping... its freaky.

         Matsumoto Jun
               Who knew that he can sing... hahaha,... it was of good quality, nice tremble.

090108
         "Tambourines are for signers who are not doing anything"
                                                                              - Kisarazu Cats Eye

090408
         Ukay-ukay's are one of  the world's wonder!  I bought a dress and a blouse for only P150.  no wonder my pocket is screaming... hehehe:)

090708
         I am now officially bankrupt!  I ave no money left to burn and plus i have to restrain myself from my cravings until pay day that is...

      I was freaking out of my witts yesterday, the night before, i havent slept a wink because of the drilling pain located at my lower body.  I was so nervous of what will be that i dont even want to see a doctor.  For as long as i can remember, i was never admitted in a hospital and im not planning to do so any time soon. The longest time that i was treated there was only 45 minutes of a minor surgery for a syst that needed to be taken out. and it was done in a clinic so that doesnt count.

      My mom convinced me that its going to be alright and im just thinking too much.  But who could blame me when i've known 3 people who had that surgery already.  It was too much and i dont want to get through that process.

      I was overjoyed when the doctor said not to worry, he had the same xperience too but much worst. And he added up all kinds of stuffs that i dont have to eat and do.

      In addition to my allergies, now i have to change my lifestyle all over...

      Now i'll say goodbye to:

coffee
burgers (red meat)
green tea
Coke
Hot sauce
jamaican paties
shawarma
KFC hotwings
Mongol-bowl
Hot shots
Curry

plus....

my seat cushion needs to be soft
moderate wearing of heels
consume atleast 8-10 glasses of water
avoid heavy lifting
and avoid prolonged sitting and standing

      I can deal with all of these. Its better than lying on an operating table with some doctor and nosey nurses looking down on you.  Except for the the prolonged sitting and standing which i dont know if i could do since im an editor and have to sit for hours with the computer, but ill still manage...
            

      It was Monday and a holiday for most people. My boss asked me to work but i chose not to.  Were celebrating my grandfather's (brother of my grandmother) birthday that day too. i asked for a half day of excuse of work but i ended up not going anyway.

      It took us an hour drive up on the mountains and since i was working under a photographer, they all assumed i am a phtotographer too so therefore i am incharge of taking the photos to be emailed back to the benefactor.

      While having lunch, a visitor asked my mom,

      visitor:   "How are your kids?"  

It was my grandmother (the wife of my grandfather) who provided the answer. ( as if she knows anything about our lives)

      grandma:   "Her kids are doing well." 

      visitor:   "Who is she? (pointing at me) is she your daughter?"

my mom smiled but my grandmother still provided the answer.

      grandma:   "Yes! That's Piwi. aww.. shes very unique! Whats your course again piw?"

i stopped what i was doing and oblidged an answer.

      me:   "interior design, La"

      grandma:   "Oh, yes.  See she's a designer. She's very unique"

      What was that about?  Then i remembered, when i was still taking architecture, my grandfather asked me why that course? I should have chosen a more respectable job like a teacher perhaps.  Since my mother and aunts are teachers.  I should have been a teacher  too.  I dont really understand why he wanted to push education as a course.  I have a vast patience like an ocean and thats not even the point.  Im living with a teacher and seen my mother in action. At times, i write her lesson plans but i dont understand why do i have to do something they do too. Is it wrong to be a designer?  I know i wanted to pursue the course i have taken and was too picky on jobs but ended up working on another field yet closely related.

      I admit, i am unique. its just the way she said it.  It was like putting it lightly and meant another.  I'm happy being different.  But yu're making it sound like its  a crime.  Its enough that im already 26 and still stuck here, do you have to rub it in?

      I had successfully removed and attached three hard drives today. Me, knowing nothing about hardwares and connections of what happening inside a cpu!  Just before i turned it on, i said to my boss,

      " Sir, please dont blame me if this computer suddenly explode  into pieces."

Thankfully, it didnt!

      i bought myself a pair of shoes, browsing through the the racks i saw my favorite shoes and the great this was it was on sale!  It was a black closed-doll shoes with a 4"x1" heels.  I was so glad that there were only 2 last pair of these shoes and the rest were sizes smaller than mine.  It was a good timing that it was pay day today.. i had a blast!

my new doll shoes

and last 2 weeks ago, i bought this too...!

aint it sweet??

my boss was surprised to see me wearing a 4" heels to work... he asked if i was even afraid. then said.. those are STILTS! =)

      I guess i will never learn.  Sometimes when we dont get to learn from our own mistakes and do it over and over again like a lady bug placed on a seasaw that keeps on trying to reach the top but when it almost got there it rapidly drops and it got to repeat the same process again and again.

      i might be repeating themes on my entry but i think she will always get the best of me.  I can tolerate as much as i can but sometimes it gets too hard.

      I think i'll start to write about different things from now on.  Im drafting my last will and testament and maybe after i finished it, who knows..

      So before that, i'll start to write things differently.  I have to try my best not to whine during my entries an i have to update this page from time to time..

      too bad he died and never got the chance to see the movie in big screens.  He was really eerie and efficient.  When i first saw the trailer, i didn't even recognize that it was him.  I think this is the best movie he made so far and coincidentally the last.  You might say he ended with a bang! People say he might win an oscar or even be nominated... He scared the tails out of Jack Nicholson's joker!  Admittingly, Jack was freaky in his own right..but the new improved younger joker isnt bad either! 

      Christian Bale...hmmm im not much of a fan.  Although he was hot and great paired with Taye Diggs in Equillibrium...  I think he will be more effective without the mask and the voice changer... whtas that all about??? i know his voice should change but why change into a voice that sounded like it came from 6ft below the ground?? An may i ask why was Harvey blonde and white?? i thought he was fair-skinned and had back hair????

      i really enjoyd the movie.  I jerked off my seat once in a while when the joker is about to carve smile on a man's face.  the effects was great, technology is so handy this days! I love how they got to do "two-face" it was the same as the movies and graphic novels i read. The meticulous details of the skin and the burns, how one eye tend to pop out any minute just by staring at it.  Plus, the infamous Edison Chen was there (cameo of course, this was before his scandal went haywire)

      All-in-all i rate it 4.5.  I had fun watching it and also annoyed at the other girls behind my seat repeating and assuming scenes.  You know the one who repeats sentenses and assumed the guy is dead and surprised that he is which later isnt. They just couldn't get thier mouth shut.  Acting as if the know what the movie is all about but they are just there so the can claim the "watched" it.  Two women i overheard in the bathroom stall said that the movie sucked. she didnt understand the film... and she was just awed when the car transformed (this was before i entered the theater, i like to go to the bathroom first to avoid interruptions)  duh!!! Are you retarded?? Is she watching or what?  the batmobile didnt even "transformed".  The "batcycle" just disloged itself from the batmobile and turn into a freaky neat motorcycle.. when i saw her out of the stall, what she looked like confirmed everything.. she was one of "those " girls i dont wanna be like type.. trash with low IQ. 

WARNING!!

"SGD - stupid girl disease" is spreading rapidly and is very contagious. Be aware.  If you are experiencing any symptoms, please dont hesitate to ask for help.

Mom:   Ano mas nami? Black nga blosue or ang stripes nga brown pants?
           ( which is better? black blouse or brown striped pants?)

Me:      Kung ang black, may skirt ka na didto nga red or white. 
           Okey mn lang ang brown nga pants , may blouse ka man to.
           (If its black you already had a red or white skirt, its okey if brown, 
            you got a blouse for that too.)

Mom:   Wala gid piw sang may gapangaluyag sa imo?
            (no one is courting you piw, really?)

Me:      EEhhhhhh? <paused> Eeeeeeeeeehhhhhhh?

Mom:   Kay kagina pa kadamo tawo nga gaholding hands... kag upod ta ya...
           (its just that alot of people (couples) are holding hands and were together)

Me:      <still shocked> eeehhh???

Mom:   Malaon ka na gid ya?
           (are you gonna be an old maid?)

      Then i started laughing, feeling either confused, dumbfounded, shocked and amused.  I still cant believe that of all people my mom would ask that question.!